So I said I wouldn't be watching this documentary again...clearly I lied. I have to admit I was gripped by the individuals' stories and the raw insight into life inside the psychiatric unit. Again I, along with many people on my twitter timeline, found some of the footage distressing and even triggering, but overall I feel the series is powerful because of the real way it shows the lives of those in the McGuiness unit.
Two of the young people we saw last week, Gill and Beth, were again featured on this episode, and seeing their stories progress was one of the best things about the program. Eating disorder sufferer Beth was still visibly struggling with food but over the course of the hour we saw her gradually progress and move to different eating plans. What I have to say from watching the show is that the food in the unit looks
terrible. A lot of chips and burgers, generally most of it looked grey and incredibly unappetising, especially when food is so important to our healthiness (both physically and mentally) you'd have thought the food would be a lot better and fresher. Unfortunately the stress of eating more seemed too much for Beth, who used self-harm as a mechanism for punishing herself.
Self-harm was something we saw a lot of throughout the episode, with many on twitter saying they found such images troubling and harrowing. I would personally contest that showing as many self harm images as BBC Three did was helpful, viewers didn't need to see as many minutes of scars as we were shown. Beth commented that it was entirely normal for those within the unit to harm themselves, and that everyone had done it, despite regular room inspections and staff keeping on top of the innovative ways in which they could cause themselves harm.
Gill, the other patient featured on last week's episode, has scars right up her arm from where she has cut herself. She explained the development of her severe depression as 'everything just got on top of me and I couldn't cope.' Fortunately she was shown to cope with her condition better as she reconnected with her family, who she hadn't seen for 6 months. Gradually she was granted more freedoms and moved from the acute corridor to the general ward.
We were introduced to a new patient this week, the youngest on the ward at 14, Crystal who has seen hallucinations of people and animals for 6 years. The images she sees tell her to do things that she feels she has to obey such as not eat her food, self-harm or kill her adoptive dad. Watching Crystal interact with her visions seemed remarkably like a child playing with their imaginary friends, except with a grave underlying tone.
Christmas on the ward was very difficult to see. It felt to me as though the 8 people, Beth and Gill included, who were unable to get leave were trapped there, even though they were there for good reason. It was sad to see Beth remarking that it didn't feel like Christmas to her because of being in such a detached, lonely environment.
What we need to be reminded of is that though patients in units like this across the country are living away from their family and confronting very 'adult' situations, taking control of their lives and even considering ending their lives they are just young people, separated from family, friends and the lives they've come to know for months on end with no knowledge of their surroundings or when they'll be able to leave.
In fact, the psychiatrist reiterates this point by stating that family ties are the key relationships throughout childhood that influence everything, the way you interact with society and the relationships you build. Family are also, as in Gill and Crystal's cases, seen to be instrumental to recovery.
Whilst I still don't feel like the program will get people engaged and opening up about their own mental health in the way that it could have done had they filmed it differently I do think that Don't Call Me Crazy has provided a look into the support needed for someone to overcome a mental illness. I particularly loved seeing the get well soon cards in peoples' rooms as that's rare in cases of mental illness.
It looks like next week we'll be seeing some boys too which had been one of my grumbles with the show so far.
